so 09 is going great so far! i have already learned alot. like i've learned that i can do this. i can face my obstacles and not be afraid. i can be happy, if i choose to. thats the key to it all. i choose my destiny for that day. i can have confidence in myself. i can look my enemies in their eyes and have love instead of hate. alot of people did me wrong last year but the truth is only i cared, they went on with their lives and i stopped where they hurt me and couldn't let go, but now i couldn't care less. sure it still stings a little but i've decided i'm tired of being insecure, depressed, unhappy, discontent, and i'm actually doing something about it. i am a better person already, and i can't wait to see what else 09 has instore for me!
i love you all!